Week 10 MKMMA

“Upon what does causation depend?  Upon polarity, a circuit must be formed; the Universal is the positive side of the battery of life, the individual is the negative, and thought forms the circuit.”

Can it be said then that since an individual is the negative side of the battery, one must be positive in thought to plug into Universal Mind to complete the circuit and be in the flow?  Just thinking.

Week 9 MKMMA Chisel to Find My Sizzle

It’s time for me to catch up with my blog.  I’ve caught up on most of the other work.  Ill refer to them as fun exercises instead though because they are just that –  it certainly isn’t work doing this course.  It’s a lot of fun.  I just wish I didn’t have all the other real work to do that keeps me from doing MKMMA.  Because really, THIS is where my heart and soul is.  THIS is what I want to do all day.  Sit.  Explore.  Discover.  Breathe.  MKMMA is like oxygen for my mind, heart and soul.

What is work is getting my DMP right.  There is something that is still off for me.  Something that is buried. Under cement perhaps?


Week 8 MKMMA – The Killing Fields

Last week was a really tough week for me.  The battleground was bloody. I didn’t get to my blog because of all the pummeling back and forth.

It was a struggle between my old blueprint and my new emerging blueprint – the new me.  The more I tried to stop the old blueprint from taking over,  the stronger it seemed to become.  At least that’s what I thought. The old peptides were trying to strangle the new seeds that had been planted and were starting to take root.  I was fully aware of this battle scene taking place. And I was helpless to do anything but watch.

Day in and day out the battle took place.  I would barely pick up Og and start reading, ‘I will greet this day with love in my heart’ when I would hear this taunting voice, “Oh, I will greet this day with blech!  Yuck!  Whatever!”  That’s as far as I got a few days.  It was ugly.  (The binding on the book is still in tact, I am happy to report.)

Each time my new habits attempted to take hold, my old crusty blue print punched her in the face, or stomach, or tripped her.  And then one morning, without warning, my new blueprint, I, outsmarted the old cemented blueprint and turned on the iPad and let Og do the reading for me.  Take that old blueprint! Karate Chop!  ‘Die, Old Blueprint, Die!’

Next, I found my index cards.  “What the hell is a trinket?”  “A smile.”  <grimace>  “I don’t feel like smiling.”  So, I just let my old blueprint be.  And stew.

I gave the Mental Diet an honest :30.  Back to the beginning I went.

My old blueprint was pouting.  “I don’t feel like writing a blog about this inner battle.  I’ve never had to battle a new blueprint.  No one has ever challenged my foothold here!”

Somewhere over the weekend my new blueprint, with its stealth wisdom, wrestled and possibly suffocated my old blueprint with a pillow when she wasn’t aware.

My new blueprint is germinating nicely.  It’s not going anywhere.  This week I’m giving it a little more attention and love and sunshine and water.  And a good douse of Miracle Grow.

Week 7 MKMMA – Angst & Audicity

I’ve said it before in my previous blogs:  All I want is to focus on MKMMA all day!  I really see the changes that have occurred in these last few weeks.  Even more importantly, I have felt the changes. So believe me when I say it is killing me that I haven’t been able to keep with the routine I have been establishing to change my blueprint!!!!!

Like a schoolgirl, I carry my workbook and Og (with my functional bookmarks) with me everywhere I go hoping to steal, even a moment, where I can escape and envelop myself in my MKMMA cocoon.  Aaaaaah!  Cocoon take me away!!!
But that has happened for me this week.

I felt even more angst today as we were selecting music for our first big training event being held this Saturday.  This has been the most fun of well, launching our pre-launch.  “It’s Getting Started,” “You Can Do Magic,” “Today’s Gonna Be A Good Day,”  “Happy,” “Flawless,” “Shake It Off”  “Theme from Rocky” etc.  . . .  you get the picture.  So while I did get to hear some tunes that I may be able to work in with my DMP, that’s about as far as I’ve gotten.

But at least I’ve completed my blog.  And no matter what setbacks I have encountered or how challenging it has been to get to much of my MKMMA this week, I remain committed to DO IT NOW.  I can be who I will to be. Believe.

Week 7 MKMMA I Think Therefore I Am

The ‘Temple of the Living God” and the individual “I” is given control and upon his understanding of the mechanism which is within his control will the result depend. Another reference to the great ‘I Am’?  God is love and he is within each of us.  “All life and all power is from within.” God has granted us the power to control the world within so that we may have great influence and control on the world without.

“And as the most powerful forces of Nature are the invisible forces, so we find that the most powerful forces of man are his invisible forces, his spiritual force, and the only way in which the spiritual force can manifest is through the process of thinking.  Thinking is the only activity which the spirit possesses, and thought is the only product of thinking.

Addition and subtraction are therefore spiritual transactions; reasoning is a spiritual process; ideas are spiritual conceptions; questions are spiritual searchlights and logic, argument and philosophy is spiritual machinery.

Every thought brings into action certain physical tissue, parts of the brain, nerve or muscle.  This produces an actual physical change in the construction of the tissue.  Therefore, it is only necessary to have a certain number of thoughts on a given subject in order to bring about a complete change in the physical organization of a man.

This is the process by which failure is changed to success.

“Thought is mind in motion just as wind is air in motion.  Since thoughts are causes, conditions must be effects; if we can control the cause we can also control the effect.”  Certainly, all men are innately aware of this on some level?  Or is this too much for us to be accountable and responsible for in our own great yet short lives?  Perhaps it is that we truly are just as marvelous as we suspect but are afraid of the true power we know we possess within?  “God’s gift to us is life; what we do with it is our gift to him.”

Week 5 – The Big ‘O’

I’ve tried to sensor myself this week.  Really, I have.  But I know I could do better.
In my opinion.

But I cannot help myself and now I am going to OPINE all over myself – and my page.
I am loving every aspect of this journey.  I only wish I had more time to do it.  I wish I had more time to devote to its implementation because I know it is working.  I can see it and I can feel it.  It’s like a drug and I am hooked.

And everyone is doing it.
Taking the course with my husband and friends and fellow affiliates is making this encounter all the richer – and deeper.  Although we are all so busy NO ONE has time to compare notes. . . or of course share an opinion.

This experience has been magical.  And seductive.  I cannot wait to basque in the afterglow and to have the ‘Bird’s Eye View’ on this course when it is all done.  We are all learning so much about ourselves – our brains, our thoughts, our power all while exploring new toys and tools with different aspects of social media – blogs, tweets, webinars, etc.  It’s all so fun and exciting right now – I can’t wait for more!  But the beautiful thing is that this education, this relationship with ourselves and others and discovery will continue even after the final course date has come to an end.

I have an idea we don’t even know what we don’t know.  I’m enjoying the journey and am trusting the process!

And I just want more.

All Roads Lead to Blown

Last week’s lesson impacted me so much I started crying during the middle of the Master Keys webcast while several people were sitting, watching the webinar with us.  Many thoughts came to my mind and I was just overwhelmed with joy and emotion and a huge “Thank you, God!”

And my mind is still blown.  I have listened to parts of the webcast over again.  I have read each week’s Master Key notes over again.  I am in love with this program.  It is in sync with all my spiritual and religious beliefs and is what I innately have always suspected.  Hallelujah!  What a relief and what joy!  It’s not just that we have control over the way we think, but the realization that this IS the POWER and the GIFT we all have!  Once we understand it and put it to use – just the control that is available to change our thoughts and subsequently our lives!  KABOOM!

My parents ALWAYS taught me that I could be anything I wanted to be and that I could achieve ANYTHING I put my mind to.  Did THEY understand what they were saying on the level of Master Keys?

And then, of course, my mind goes to our son, Gavin.  How could this help him?  How could this be communicated in a way to him that could maybe free him from Autism?

And my mind goes to our other son, Reagan.  This would be GREAT to teach to our 5 year old!  Teach it in the way it is really meant and in the manner that a young child could comprehend.  I think he would get it in a heartbeat.  Or in a Solar Plexus beat.

Regardless, I am excited to get back to reading more of the Master Keys, applying it each day thus creating a HABIT that will change my life from this day forward.   My mind and blueprint are BLOWN.  I am changed.